pissed

i'm quite pissed with my life right now.
juggling between friends, loved ones, family & work.

well, i don't have much problem with friends & loved ones, cos i don't have many friends anyway.

about my work:
well, i have deadlines every month, i have free screening to go to which it's kinda stupid to miss free shows isn't it?
i have events to attend, i have to go outstation and the list builds up.
i'm quite satisfied with what i have now.

mum.
big problem.
to her, i seem to be very secretive. i seem to hide alot of things from her.
yes i admit. but why you asked.
because, in her eyes everything i do is wrong.
loving my job, sticking with it, with deadlines every month doesn't seem right.
going out with friends, just from yamchar, isn't right too.
well, clubbin.. i guess i can stop thinking about that.
friends, big problem to her. everyone is bad. no one is good
you figure out the rest.

i'm a woman with few words. with this kind of mum attitude. i'll be left with no words.
sigh.